My excuses: Things have been slightly crazy, I needed to regroup, one week of not blogging quickly turned into multiple and accompanied by a wicked case of "what the hell do I write about/didn't I already write about that a million times already?!
Because after blogging for almost 12 years about life with diabetes - sometimes I'm afraid "I've said and or written about that already." But you know what? Everyone who blogs about diabetes feels that way from time to time - and that's OK.
After taking a short sabbatical - I'm back writing on the blog about my life and my life with diabetes!
Lots: I've started exercising and thank God because I'm out of practice and I absolutely think better when I'm moving.
Work has been active - lots of stuff going on and on the horizon - I am both glad and thankful.
It's May, which means it's National Mental Health Month. With that being said, I started seeing a therapist in March - because while I was going through the motions of my life,
I was missing Olivia terribly at the end of the day and I was sad.
I'm sharing because talking to someone is helping me deal with the trauma of losing my niece Olivia in January - and it's making me stronger in all areas of my life.
If you're dealing with any form of stress, anxiety, or trauma - including diabetes burnout or grief - go talk to and with a professional.
Seriously - talk with someone - you are worth it!
Is That A CGM On Your Arm... Or Are You Just Happy To See Me?
The answer is BOTH.
I LOVE seeing you - you look great! And and yeah... I started wearing a CGM (Dexcom G6) in March because my Dr. and I need to make tweaks - I've committed to wearing it for at least 3 months.
I was supposed to start in January, but Livy passed and I didn't feel like dealing with the learning curve while heading out west for her funeral. February I was bogged with assignments and starting on the Dex was pushed back into March.
Graphs have the potential to make you effing crazy!
I believe that people must be trained on the anxiety that watching your graph can cause. Knowledge is great - but so is realizing that when you/your loved one eat... or have a cold... are stressed... or just because it's Tuesday, your graph can and will go up.
Also and I kid you not, we need to step away from the graph after a correction bolus.
I knew all of the above before wearing a CGM - and I was still looking at it way to much in the beginning!
CGM alarms are wicked loud.
Compression Low bgs are a thing - As in your CGM Low alarm goes off and reads 59, and you just ate lunch 40 minutes ago and you feel absolutely fine, do a fingerstick check.
Because Compression Lows (unknowingly pushing against the sensor or sleeping/leaning on it can cause it to read low (at least according to my multiple friends and my CDE,) are real and they happen. Of course I learned about Compression Lows after treating for said 59 low that really wasn't. HELLO 200!
On the flip side - I barely felt a 53 low a few days ago that caused my alarm to go off.... at least until I did. It was real and I knew it!
I'm more mindful of grazing since slapping on a CGM. That's a good thing.
It's interesting to see how quickly certain foods impact your blood sugar via a graph.
It's equally as interesting and annoying to see how some foods seem to flat arrow for an hour or two and then spike towards the sky for a good three or four hours.
Ahhhh.... Good times..... good times.
My graph was elevated the week before my period - I always knew this to be true - seeing it on a graph was trippy.
Watching Game of Thrones absolutely impacts my blood sugars!
Or at least I'm blaming GoT... and the Show Runners and Writers of GoT.
During last night's finale my bgs were running low.
The previous weeks, not so much - especially when that ass of a Night King and his army hit Winterfell - I was topping 306 by the time that episode ended!
|Graph during GoT finale.|
I might have over bolused for my big tuna salad.
But the sucky writing certainly didn't help!
Also: Why'd you all demonize Dani and where the hell is my dragon!!
Speaking of blood sugars - you ABSOLUTELY need to check your blood sugars via finger-sticks while wearing a CGM. Certainly not as much .... most of the time.
My previous sensor required 8 calibration checks in one day before it started syncing - and that required massive amounts of self restraint because I wanted to rip out my sensor and start a new one... but I didn't and being things worked out.
My current sensor was within range on the first (and second) calibration.
Depending on the day, how my numbers are running, physical activity, and how old my Omnipod site is - my amount of finger-sticks per day varies.
Bottom line: My pancreas is stone cold busted - I need to make sure whatever robot diabetes part I'm wearing is reading correctly and that requires finger-stick checks~
So that's all for now. HOW THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?